Momma Diaries
Dear You... Love, Me | Vol. 3 | Frances Avery
July 13, 2018 • Dear Frances Avery, Dear You Love Me, Momma Diaries
I miss you. I really do. I know we haven't been together much lately because Mommy is super busy with work, but I'd like you to know that I miss you every minute of everyday! I only get to be with you less than half a day for the past week and just 3 days the week before.
I'm just happy that I still see that wide fang face smile every time you see me. In a few years time, you'll probably feel bad that I don't spend as much time with you, but let me reassure you that when that time comes, Mommy will make sure that she has much time with you than work. It's just that right now, Mommy needs to do a little more work and hustling so that we're ready when it's school time and when you grow up. Mommy needs to do a little more work so she can provide you with the best things she can. Remember that all that time I don't spend with you, I do it for you.
You've been doing good with therapy too! Your teacher says you talk to him now. Words aren't that clear but you try to talk to him more and even attempt to tell stories. You've improved A LOT in the past 5 months and it's actually Mommy who needs to do a little bit of homework. Your teacher thinks that I may not be consistent with our daily routine and that's all my fault. I promise I'll do better, OK?
Mommy's still at work now, but just finishing up a few things. I cannot wait to see you when I get home! I love you, Avery! <
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This open letter does not wish to accomplish anything. This is merely a series created by Alex Carpio for www.ticktockitslocked.com and for her peace of mind.
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Dear You... Love, Me | Vol. 2 | Frances Avery
May 20, 2018 • Dear Frances Avery, Dear You Love Me, Momma Diaries
Dear Frances Avery,
It's been 3 months since we started with your Occupational Therapy sessions. Your teacher says that you've been improving and that you've been following instructions well during your sessions. Though, your teacher noticed that you get a little impatient with some activities and gets distracted easily. Wonder who you got that from? Hmmm.
You haven't spoken to your teacher yet, just always showing gestures and pointing. However, I did tell your teacher that you're actually very noisy at home. Sometimes with clear words like "dede" "Tiyo D" "Nanan" "Mama" "Coco" "Ouch", most times just mumbling gibberish and shouting. He says that's a good thing. So, we will continue whatever it is that we're doing at home, okay? More bedtime stories and more singing!
It's also been 3 months since we moved out. We stayed at your Mamita's place for almost 2 months and now we're just settling in at the new house with your Tiyo D, Nanan and Tito Kekel. You wake up at 7 to 8 AM in the morning everyday, you give me a kiss and go straight to your Nanan's Room.
Out of all the kids that live in our place, you are most often than not, the noisiest. You shout at the top of your lungs when you play with Sari and you always try to get Punky's attention.
We also got your damaged front teeth pulled out and had flouride varnish! You were so brave at the dentist, my darling princess. The dental aide at the clinic said that a 6-year-old cried more than you did! Well, you did always have a high pain tolerance, which always scares me because when you cry of pain, I know that it's actually VERY painful.
You've been extra clingy too, the past few days. You've been giving me and everyone in the house more hugs and kisses that you usually do. I'm not sure if you're feeling the tension and problems that have been occurring in the family lately, but know this my darling princess --- YOU ARE OUR SUNSHINE. You literally make us happy... when skies are gray :)
Just leave the problems to Mommy and continue to be that little ray of sunshine to me, to us. I love you, my darling.
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This open letter does not wish to accomplish anything. This is merely a series created by Alex Carpio for www.ticktockitslocked.com and for her peace of mind.
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Dear You... Love, Me | Vol. 1 | Frances Avery
April 02, 2018 • Dear Frances Avery, Dear You Love Me, Momma Diaries
Hello! My little lucky charm! Have you read through my previous Momma Diaries entries? You're probably wondering why I started this series just now. It's been roughly a month since we moved back in with your Mamita. A lot has happened and I know that one day, I will probably have to tell you why, how and what happened.
A few weeks ago, (with all pride and yabang) I thought I had it all figured out. Mommy made herself believe that in the future it's all going to be easy peasy since Mom also came from a broken family. I tell myself, "it'd be easy to explain when you grow up" or "I'll cross the bridge when I get there" Sometimes, I also tell myself "Hmm... Mom was a single parent and I turned out okay, I'm sure you will too" However, as days pass it gets harder and harder to grasp everything that has been happening and even harder to try to think of ways as to how I will explain things to you in the future. At night, I think of answers to possible questions you might ask me in the future. I also think of ways how to avoid it, should those tragic questions arise during meal times or bonding times. Then something happened...
A few nights ago, during bedtime. You were lying down between me and Mamita and being your usual self (touching our faces and poking our eyes while drinking your milk) while we were talking. In the middle of a very serious conversation, you suddenly sat up asked me and Mamita to hug you while holding your arms wide open and then you gave us both a very sweet kiss on the cheek. As if telling us not to worry too much and that you love us very much. It gave me so much joy that I cried.
You are 2.5 years old as of writing, my baby girl. You are currently undergoing occupational therapy for your speech delay. You have very few words that you can speak for your age, but at that moment, my princess, I heard you loud and clear.
That night is what brought me to start this series. When you grow older, we will probably fight and have misunderstandings --- believe me, I will forever dread the day when you become a teenager, oh no. --- In those times, I hope you read these. Although I am not exactly sure what I want to achieve in starting this, but I do know this... I hope one day, this will help you understand Mommy and also help you when you also become a Mom in the very very very very very very very very very distant future.
Baby girl, mommy has been through a lot in the past months, but whatever hardships or obstacle I have experienced, it was always you who gave me hope and strength. I hope that despite fact that Mommy and Daddy are no longer together, you never lose the (happy) light that shines within you AND ALWAYS REMEMBER that no matter what, you are the best thing that ever happened to our life.
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Now, enough milk and eat your breakfast! Love you!
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This open letter does not wish to accomplish anything. This is merely a series created by Alex Carpio for www.ticktockitslocked.com and for her peace of mind.
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Want to do the "Dear You... Love, Me Series", too? Don't forget to link up to this blog and share 'em with me too!
I Am Born Kids Apparel x Bebe Bottom
December 04, 2016 • IAB Kids Apparel, Momma Diaries, Products
If you've been following me on instagram, you'd know that I am cloth diaper user and a fan of unique prints. Ever since I was pregnant, I have been researching the what nots and slowly creating a stash for Avery.
When she was about 7 months, my CD buying and hoarding got out of hand (I literally spend more on cloth diapers, than my own clothes) and so I thought of creating my own diapers. I though it'd be cool because I'd get to design all of Avery's diapers and I could also sell some under I Am Born Kids Apparel. After months of research and learning and sourcing out the materials, I finally gave in. I may have the skills to design and layout them, but I definitely do not have the skill (and time) to sew/make them. I know I could've just hired someone to make them, but then I think it would lose that "love" and "personal" touch that you get when you order from work at home moms (WAHM)
A few weeks back, I found out about FabrikaMNL. They were the biggest answer to my prayers! FabrikaMNL is custom fabric printing online shop that prints on ready cloth diaper cuts fabric. So I had a layout printed and I sent it one of my favorite WAHM's, Mommy Mel of Bebe Bottom.
While talking to Mommy Mel about custom printed fabrics and having them sewn etc. nauwi kami to talking about having a collaboration. I put up my designs and sell them and she sews them! And now, all my ideas and layouts/designs won't go to waste!
Our collab prints are now uploaded in the Bebe Bottom group. Here's a peak to the collection:
I will also be uploading some other IAB Kids Apparel exclusive designs and layouts which you can order and may be shipped to you or a WAHM of your choice. :)
Haayyyy... Have I known about FabrikaMNL and that this set up will actually work, I would've released the prints a long time ago. Hihi! Oh well! It's never too late.
Join the group today or Like I Am Born Kids Apparel on facebook to join the first batch of prints on January!
A few weeks back, I found out about FabrikaMNL. They were the biggest answer to my prayers! FabrikaMNL is custom fabric printing online shop that prints on ready cloth diaper cuts fabric. So I had a layout printed and I sent it one of my favorite WAHM's, Mommy Mel of Bebe Bottom.
Our collab prints are now uploaded in the Bebe Bottom group. Here's a peak to the collection:
I will also be uploading some other IAB Kids Apparel exclusive designs and layouts which you can order and may be shipped to you or a WAHM of your choice. :)
Haayyyy... Have I known about FabrikaMNL and that this set up will actually work, I would've released the prints a long time ago. Hihi! Oh well! It's never too late.
Join the group today or Like I Am Born Kids Apparel on facebook to join the first batch of prints on January!
Avery Turns One: A Birthday Party Under Php30k
October 09, 2016 • DIY | Tips | Lists, Momma Diaries
Some
people say that first birthdays should be celebrated big and special and I couldn’t
agree more. As a first time mom, my baby's birthday is one of those occasions that
I have been dying to plan and organize.
Avery's 8th - 10th Month
August 16, 2016 • Momma Diaries
Wow, I missed out 3 months! That's how long I've been away from this blog :(
Avery at Seven Months
May 04, 2016 • Momma Diaries
Avery at 6 Months!
April 02, 2016 • Momma Diaries
My little panda just turned 6 months! I cannot believe how long it's been!
Wearing & Working with Bubba Tai
March 04, 2016 • Momma Diaries, Products
I know I ain't the (well-experienced) parent blogger, but I am a work in progress. Day by day, (specially now that I'm a work from home mom) I am learning a lot of new things about being a parent and I will be sharing (and locking) them here!
Avery at 5 Months!
February 28, 2016 • Momma Diaries
Time really flies fast... It's been 5 months since I've been blessed with an angel in my life :)
Baby Shower (Basic&Necessary) GIft Ideas
February 23, 2016 • DIY | Tips | Lists, Momma Diaries
After attending several baby showers, I must admit that I wasn't always sure if I was giving something right to the expectant parents. And by "right", I mean useful and necessary. I only found out which ones were actually "right" when I had a baby of my own.
Avery's Christening
February 01, 2016 • Momma Diaries
We finally welcomed our baby girl into the Christian World!
Avery's Fourth Month
January 27, 2016 • Momma Diaries
My little angel turned 4 months today!
Avery's Third Month
January 05, 2016 • Momma Diaries
My little angel turned 3 months! Oh how time flies!
Avery's Christmas Photoshoot
January 04, 2016 • Momma Diaries
Photo Diary: Avery's Second Month
November 29, 2015 • Momma Diaries
My Birthday Month & Things I Learned
November 01, 2015 • Momma Diaries, Thoughts
And just like that... my birthday month is over.
My First Step to Motherhood
October 18, 2015 • Momma Diaries
Hello blogosphere! Just a quick update on what has transpired during my absence the last few weeks!
Pregnancy Diary: 36 Weeks | 8th Month
September 24, 2015 • Momma Diaries
Baby Shower & Ren's Birthday
September 15, 2015 • Momma Diaries
The baby shower took place last September 12 at Ren's house, together with his birthday celebration.
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