Because I have no one to talk to // Part 1
February 17, 2014 • Thoughts
February 17, 2014 / 2:33 AM
Writing this down, while lying in the sofa with so much baggage in my heart & mind.
I've never had the energy to write about my feelings in a very long time. Apart from the fact that I really do not have the talent to write, I also do not have the courage to write about my life since I turned 23. I used to keep diaries/journals since I was 12 and kept writing till I was about 18. I still tried sharing my life/thoughts/feelings in multiply, xanga & tumblr till I was 23. On my 23rd year on earth, it stopped. Facebook boomed, and mostly it was just status rants due to (mostly) self-inflicted pain.
Looking back, I ask myself, what happened when I was 23? When I was 23, I lost the one person who actually loved the real me and treated me like a real princess. When I couldn't get him back, I started entrusting all my decisions to alcohol and my so-called friends, losing myself in the process. I started flirting around thinking that it would be the best way to get over the whole painful part of moving on. I actually got almost every guy I wanted at the palm of my hands (this is not being arrogant - it's just easier when you don't let emotions get in the way... emotions scares most of them), but none of them treated me like a princess. None of them took the time to actually get to know me. None of them touched my heart the way he-who-got-away did. I jumped from one "relationship" to another not realizing it was slowly destroying the real me.
UP Fair // Roots 2014
February 16, 2014 • Events
It has been a verrrryyyyy long time since I've been to large gigs like this and I have to say that I missed it! A LOT! Big thanks to my friend, Rory, for inviting me to come with her to the UP Fair Roots 2014 last Thursday, February 13.
Maxi Skirts are also for Short People!
January 29, 2014 • OOTD
White Tank: GAP
Blazer: Thrift
Maxi Skirt: I AM BOLD Apparel
Bag: Instagram [@bag_gets]
The Rampage 2014
January 24, 2014 • Bold Apparel, Events
The Rampage 2014 is a yearly event organized by the UP Diliman Tau Gamma Sigma to celebrate their anniversary. It is a fashion show and a modeling competition open to all female UP students with hopes and dreams of becoming a ramp model in the future.
Since this celebration is a gathering of empowered and bold young women, I AM BOLD Apparel was one of the sponsors!
Honesty is STILL the BEST Policy
January 06, 2014 • Thoughts
The first Monday of 2014 didn't work out well as planned. :| I still woke up late and naturally was late again for work. BOOHOO, Alex. :( Anyway, I wouldn't want to blog about being late on the first working day of my 2014, right?
So, during my cab ride to work with the brother, I scanned on my facebook feed to find something sensible to blog about. Suddenly the taxi driver called my attention and told me to look at his taxi meter. He said "Ma'am nagalaw ko po yung metro bumilis masyado yung patak, bawasan niyo na lang po ah". I was still a bit sleepy so i just said "OK". A minute after, I realized how honest and good this driver is. It was so ironic because last month, I hated a very very rude taxi driver (I even submitted a report about that taxi driver on www.taxikick.com) for refusing to board me and my brother and today, I meet this one in a million type of cab driver. :)
So, during my cab ride to work with the brother, I scanned on my facebook feed to find something sensible to blog about. Suddenly the taxi driver called my attention and told me to look at his taxi meter. He said "Ma'am nagalaw ko po yung metro bumilis masyado yung patak, bawasan niyo na lang po ah". I was still a bit sleepy so i just said "OK". A minute after, I realized how honest and good this driver is. It was so ironic because last month, I hated a very very rude taxi driver (I even submitted a report about that taxi driver on www.taxikick.com) for refusing to board me and my brother and today, I meet this one in a million type of cab driver. :)
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